Saturday, July 01, 2006
Suffering in a dilemma these few days.....
Finally it came to a stop 2dae.....
I made up my mind le....I decided...
not to go....to junyang's autograph session 2dae....
This is really really a tough decision for me to make....And i dun understand myself.... previously, i was like so keen to go one....die die oso must go one....
But as time goes by....this urge slowly dies down....which in the end makes me in a dilemma of whether i wanna go or not...50% want 50% dun want...
Later it becums 99% dun want le....as for the 1%, i'm waiting for a miracle which will turn me to 100% want....
And this morning, i thought this 1% miracle i'm waiting for is going to happen....
cos as i tuned on the radio, after few songs...i heard jy's song....
And suddenly i feel like going le....but not yet 100%...maybe 60 or 70%.....
Then after thorough thinking, it drops to 1% again....
Probably, i need more external factors to push up the percentage which i dun have....they are the album itself, frens & encouragement....
For album, i haven't even buy yet lor...probably if i bought le, i will go For frens, seems like no one is going...so no one accompany... For encouragement, have some from my frens...but stil no use....
Aiyah....enuff of my rubbish theory & analysis....Still wish jy all the best for his autograph 2dae.... =)
~ FaDes oFF ~
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